Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Friday, January 16, 2015

Memories

New day. New month. New year. New adventures.

Where in the world did 2014 go? Wasn't last night January 2014 and today it's already January 2015. My how time flies the older you get and when you're having fun!

While reflecting back on 2014 all I could think about was how blessed I am and what a great year it was. Yes, we had our troubles but our blessings far out weighed our difficult times. Saying goodbye to our sweet little Spice Girl in March was the most difficult thing I was faced with. It is amazing at how those little four-legged babies can touch our hearts. There still isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about that little girl. Then there were a couple of times that LC just wanted to act plain stupid. Not sure why he insisted on breaking down and making us spend a lot of money on him. I know he wants a little TLC also, and we do give him plenty, but when he makes us dig deep...and I mean DEEP into our pockets...it's time for a talk and maybe even a change. Our goal this year...sorry LC but we may just have to say goodbye and hello to a newer and less needy LC.

When I think about the blessings and the grace that was shone upon us this past year, I am brought to my knees. In April, My Love said goodbye to that horrible, stinky, life threatening thing called smoking. I am so very proud of him! I know it is a struggle for him but prayer and the Lord got him to put them down and prayer and the Lord will continue to get him through each day and each temptation of wanting to pick another one up.

In July, Carlos and I actually spent our family vacation time on vacation. For the past several years something has happened that caused us to either be late or have to leave early or him not getting to go at all. But this time we arrived on the same day as everyone else and we all left the same day. What a blessing it was to spend the week resting, relaxing and enjoying time with the rest of our family.

At the end of November Timothy and Haley's little chihuahua had four beautiful little puppies. It was amazing watching her go from a rambunctious little dog to a protective, caring mother. Watching her motherly instincts take over was so sweet. She was doing exactly what she was supposed to do. She was doing just what God created her to do. What a miracle it is when babies are born, no matter how many legs they may have! There were several times that tears welled up in my eyes as I watched her bathe, nurse and snuggle with her babies.  Now y'all know that it doesn't take much for me to cry and I did a lot of crying during the Christmas season. I think my hormones just went whacko.
Pinky and her babies
My sister and her husband and family followed God's calling to be a host family to an Ukrainian orphan girl during the Christmas season and half of January. She doesn't speak any English and none of us speak any Ukrainian but that certainly didn't hinder us from being able to communicate. The first day we all met her was on our traditional Christmas Cookie Day and oh my goodness, I shed so many tears that day, it was just crazy. Just seeing her eyes light up and the smile on her face when she saw a cookie that looked good was all it took for me to just lose it, but when I saw her and my niece working together to cut out Christmas sugar cookies...the flood gates were opened! Pure innocent sweetness! We take so much for granted and don't always appreciate the little things in life. But those little things meant so much to "T". Sugar cookies...simple star shaped Christmas cookies put the biggest smile on her face and a twinkle in her eyes and the smell of cookies coming out of the oven received a huge, enthusiastic thumbs up. There was so much laughter, fun and excitement in that kitchen that day. Have mercy, I'm losing it just trying to write this! And then, on Christmas Eve during our brunch  when the local news station came and interviewed my sister, her husband and my eight year old nephew about having "T" with them, I lost it again! They opened their doors to a young 15 year old girl who has probably never experienced the feeling of real love from a family before. As my brother in law said, "We wanted to be a blessing to her but instead she has been a blessing to us." Not just to my sister's family but to the whole family. I was only able to see her a few times before we had to go back out on the road but each time I saw her she ran up to me and gave me a great big hug and kiss. Love...love is the universal language. With the help of a Google translator app and lots and lots of love T experienced true love, joy, happiness and family. As my nephew told that news reporter, "She has a family!"
A sweet, fun mess!
Sharing his love for "T"...let the tears flow!
 

Laughing at some silly pictures "T" found on the iPad

And then, on Christmas Eve afternoon more tears were shed...Timothy proposed to his long time girlfriend! There were tears flowing from everywhere...Haley, Timothy, me, Carlos, her parents and sister. Tears, tears, tears...tears of  joy, happiness, excitement, thankfulness and love. This was probably the sweetest and most humbling Christmas I have ever experienced.



"We love because He first loved us." 1 John 4:19 (NIV) Over 2000 years ago God sent His one and only son to us. A young, poor, virgin girl from a small town gave birth to a son...a son we call Immanuel...a son that saves...a son that forgives...a son that rescues...a son that loves...a son that took on human form...a son that was/is perfect...a son that hurt and felt pain...a son that was born just so he could die...for us. He was born for me and he was born for you. His blood was shed so that I may have eternal life and so you may have eternal life! That is real love! Because of the love that God showed us and continues to show us each and everyday, we can show love...even when we can not understand each others language. With love there is no language barrier!

One of my favorite songs is by for King & Country "The proof of your love."

(Bible Verse: 1 Corinthians 13:1-3 is the scripture this song is based on)
If I can speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy
But don’t love, I’m nothing but the creaking of a rust gate
If I speak God’s word with power, revealing all of His mysteries
And making everything as plain as day
And if I have faith to say to a mountain jump and it jumps
But I don’t love, I’m nothing
If I give all I earn to the poor
Or even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr
But I don’t love, I’ve gotten nowhere
So, no matter what I say, no matter what I believe, no matter what I do
I’m bankrupt without love

Let my life be the proof,
The proof of Your love
Let my love look like You and what You're made of
How You lived, how You died
Love is sacrifice
So let my life be the proof,
The proof of Your love


I want my life to be the proof of His love! What about you?

I hope each and everyone of you had a very Merry Christmas and will have a blessed New Year. I look forward to seeing what God has in store for my family and me in 2015.
Til we meet again!
Only by His Grace,
   Lynne

Monday, October 13, 2014

Love, love and little things

One of the greatest feelings in the world is the gentle touch of My Love's hand on my arm. I know, you are probably thinking "What? That's the greatest feeling you get from your hubby?" I said, "One of the greatest NOT the greatest!" I absolutely love sitting in the seat next to him...in my own little world (which seems to be where I stay most of the time) and suddenly feel his hand softly rubbing on my arm or a little squeeze around my bicep...this is usually the "show me your muscles" squeeze. Then there are those not so gentle touches...the moments of aggravation, like knocking my arm off the armrest or the tender arm pops or the finger poking in the arm...which usually leads to a finger poking fight. Whatever the touch or pop or poke, they are moments that I treasure and moments that mean the world to me. Just simple little love moments! It's the little things like that, that I really miss when we are not together. Last month I had a few things that needed to be taken care of at the house, so I caught a ride home with Timothy. If you read my last post, then you know there was certainly no "trashing" around on that trip! I was doing good to get him to stop for a restroom break! Click here to read As always, while I was home for those 3 1/2 weeks, I dearly missed those little rubs, pokes and nudges. It is nice being home, spending time with family and doing a little work in the shop. I just want My Love to be there with me. So, the day Los called and said, "I'm renting a car so Toot and I can come get you!" was music to my ears! Are you confused? Are you thinking, "Why is he renting a car?" "I thought Timothy was home?" "Why didn't she just ride back with him?" Let me clarify...Timothy only stayed home for a week. He bought a new trailer and had to go to Missouri to pick it up. He then went to Louisiana where he met up with Carlos. I love my son but his truck is a bit smaller than ours and having to take showers in the truck stops...oh my, I'm cringing just thinking about it...well, in the words of my hubby "I'm spoiled." I did have to take a truck stop shower on the way home but taking 5-6 was out of the question. Besides, I still had things to complete at home. So, that is why I didn't catch a ride back with Toot. After taking loads to California and returning back to Louisiana, Carlos decided 3 1/2 weeks at home was long enough. Since Minden, LA seems to be our second home, they left the trucks and rented a car. The rent and gas for a car is sooo much cheaper than diesel for LC. Now that I have confused you even more, let me get back to the music to my ears. Sorry family! I love you all very much but going from 24/7 with my hubby to 0 is extremely difficult. I've said it many times that I wish he could just carry me around in his pocket.  Oh, did I mention they drove 11 hours and were only home for 1 day. They got home Saturday morning about 8:00 and we left Sunday morning about 9:00.  Just for the record...I did tell him that it was too far for them to drive just to come get me. But he wouldn't listen...ooohhh yes, my man does love me! Now that you all are doing the finger in the mouth, uugggghhhh thing, I'll move on.
Love this man!

Love...love is a beautiful thing! Love...an emotional feeling that makes our heart skip a beat, brings tears of joy to our eyes, puts a smile on our face, puts a pep in our step, gives us sweaty palms, or sends a tingling feeling all through our body.  Love...protects, trusts, hopes, stands firm and perseveres. Love...the reason we get up in the mornings...go to work...wash clothes...cook supper...clean house...not necessarily because we like doing those things but because we love the people we are doing them for. Love...praying for others, caring for others, sharing with others, offering a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. As I was thinking about the love that Carlos and I have for one another and the love that we have for Timothy and our families and friends, I was reminded of this verse:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.  But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8, 13

Love is Christ! Christ is love!
Jeremiah 1:5 says..."Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart. Oh my, how awesome is that! Before I was even born I was loved. I was born because I was loved. What a wonderful, wonderful feeling! Even with all our crazy antics, foolish mistakes, and self-centered ways Christ still loves us. He gave His life for me and for you. God sacrificed His one and only son Jesus Christ so that we...you and me...could have eternal life...why, because He loves us unconditionally. I think what brings me to my knees the most is knowing that while I was still a sinner, before I confessed my love for Him and asked Him into my heart as my Lord and Savior, He willingly went through torture. He was mocked, beaten beyond recognition, ridiculed, nailed, hung, bled and died on a cross...why...once again, because He loves me and you!
 “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8

Once again we were able to travel with our Toot Toot. This time we were off to Kansas with...Verizon buildings! Oh my, you know the history with us and Verizon buildings...usually a nerve racking, heart pounding, sweat dripping experience! An experience Timothy has never had the privilege of having!  There's always a first time for everything! After Carlos and I unloaded our building in a bean patch, he road with Timothy to help him get unloaded. Off to the cow pasture they went...hummm...pasture...that should be easy enough...WRONG! Because of the way they made the road with all the rocks, he almost tore the side boxes on his trailer off and he did tear his mudflaps off.  You're probably thinking, "That's not too bad." Well, considering this was only his third load with his brand spanking new trailer...it was REAL bad! It was very close to... your trailer falling from the sky...bad!
 Timothy's third load with his new trailer and his first Verizon building.
He's not a happy camper right now!

Back to Louisiana we went...to get...another...Verizon building! Just can't get enough of a good thing! Timothy loaded up and off to Phoenix, AZ he went. Lucky dog, he took his to a church with a large parking lot. Easy peasy! Plus, the job foreman picked him up and took him to breakfast while the crane crew got set up to unload. WHAT!!!! Breakfast! Nobody ever picks us up and takes us to breakfast...heck, they don't even bring us breakfast...not even a cup of coffee or a bottle of water! 

When we picked up our building we were told the address on the bill of lading was not the correct delivery address. "Here are the coordinates for the delivery location." The look on Carlos' face was priceless! "Coordinates? I don't think my GPS knows coordinates. This should be interesting!" So you see, while Toot enjoyed his breakfast and got unloaded without any complications, Los and I were not using street/road names or numbers to lead us to our point of destination...nooo, we were using the coordinates! Who the heck uses coordinates?!

Cow pastures, parking lots, bean patches, corn fields, mountains and churches...just a few of our Verizon delivery spots. So where in the world did our coordinates take us to this time...the top of a very, very, tiny, narrow, pig-tail of a road. The road was so narrow and steep that there was absolutely no way we were getting LC up there. So what did we do you might ask? We dropped our trailer on the side of the road...yes, the side of the road! A much smaller truck hooked to our trailer and pulled it half way up...then, a bulldozer pulled the truck and trailer the rest of the way up. Are you thinking "WHAT?" Oh yes, let the heart pounding, sweat dripping, nerve racking moments begin!
LC sitting beside the road while we check things out. This is what I considered to be the first level of this whole insane 5 level process.
The starting point. The first of many, many narrow roads on this crazy adventure.
Carlos is in disbelief that they actually wanted us to drive our 75 foot long truck and trailer up this! "Since you can't make the turn, you can just pull straight ahead on this road and then turn and back up between the trees and rock. Then you can back all the way up to the wider open area." Seriously, have you seen the size of our truck and trailer!
 This is what they wanted Los to back up between. This is also what I considered as the second level.
 If I had a go-cart, I could have all kinds of fun on this little road and curve! It reminded me of some of the go-cart race tracks we have been on.
After backing between the rock and trees we would have to back up this road to the third level. This wouldn't have been a problem except for the fact that we didn't have enough room in level 2 to get backed up.
 Walking on up the road to the third and largest level of this whole crazy process.
 Now this, we can work this! Oh yeah, we have to get up here first.
And this my friends was the pig tail road that LC did NOT get the chance to travel up. It's hard to tell in the picture but this was a really steep hill. Our legs were worn out by the time we made it to the top.                                                     
 Unhooked from LC and rehooked to a small/shorter truck.
 Poor LC is all alone! For once he doesn't get to join in on all the fun and excitement!
 Let the fun times roll! Leaving level 1 and heading up to level 2.
After several tries of pulling up...backing up...running in the trees...almost running over the boulder...he was finally able to make it . Now, he had trouble with his day cab truck and they really thought we could do this with LC. 
Successfully completed level 2 now trying to make it up to level 3. Had a few pull ups and back ups but overall it wasn't too bad.
Finally made it up to level 3 and now it's time for the real fun. Even if we could have gotten LC up here there was no way we were going to let them hook a bulldozer to him and pull him up. Carlos said if they wanted to pull someone's bumper off they could pull their own off.
Instead of The Little Engine that Could, it's The Little Bulldozer that Could. I think I can! I think I can! I think I can!
 "I think I can! I think I can! I think I can!" said Carlos and Lynne climbing that hill.
Finally, level 4! We're in the clear now! The pad for the building is behind the tower. If I asked 1 time I asked 100, "How are they going to get the building around the tower to the pad?"
Now, you didn't really think we were going to get away without any major complications did you?  This is a Verizon building...you know better than that! Carl and I should have known better also! We were standing over to the side talking to the land owner when one of the men from the crane crew walked up and said,"Your boxes are sitting on the ground!" "What?" "Yep, and the trailer frame too." Have mercy, just one turn left...and it really wasn't even a turn...and this! These rocks can get you in a pickle almost every time!
After using a small front end loader to move some of the rocks and then hooking the back of the trailer up to the bulldozer so it could pull the trailer back out of the rocks, we were finally in the clear.  With the exception of some scratches and a rather significant size dent in the box, no damage was done. 


Up, up and away! I think this makes me as nervous as getting to the unloading pads. I am always so afraid the straps and cables are going to snap and instead of a trailer falling from the sky it's going to be a Verizon building crashing to the ground...on top of LC and the trailer. So, there is just as much praying at this point as there is at any of the others...especially when we hear popping noises!

Remember, earlier I couldn't figure out how in the world they were going to get that humongous building around the tower. Well, I wasn't the only one wondering...Carl and the land owner kept wondering the same thing. We would have never thought there was enough room between the tower and the trees for the building but then again, that's why we haul them and don't unload them. They did it with room to spare. This crane crew knew what they were doing...wish I could say that for all  of them. I swanee, sometimes I think Carlos and I could do a better job...shoot fire, I could do a better job than some of them. But, that's alright, it gives us something to laugh about and makes for an entertaining day...most of the time!
Reunited and it feels so good!

I know I give the crews a hard time about their thought process when it comes to the places they want us to get to, but I also realize that many of them have never driven or ridden in a big truck therefore have no clue what it takes to maneuver one of these big rigs. But aside from that, this was one of the nicest crews that we have worked with. The best part was not having to listen to any foul language...whether they were talking to us or each other. I truly think this may have been the first time. It's the little things that make a stressful experience not so stressful.

Til we meet again!
   By His Grace!
       Lynne